Neutral

by FoxxyNewport

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about

Five songs about sex, seduction, and control.
Five songs about sadness, death, insecurity.
Writing and recording these songs was the only thing that got me though a dark time, I hope it does the same for you.

credits

released March 3, 2015

All Production/Mixing/Mastering: Mr.Kitty
All Lyrics/Vocals: Yours Truly.

A huge thank you to Popgang Records for taking a chance on me, Mr.Kitty for believing in me and being a friend and mentor, and everyone that takes the time to listen to this. It's all for you.

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Track Name: Neutral
Lay in bed
Open your eyes
Think about
The game of Life
We tie ourselves
To many things
We hurt ourselves
For diamond rings

Live a pretty life
Die a Neutral Death
Live a pretty life
Die a Neutral Death
Live a pretty life
Die a Neutral Death
Every-days the same
People are so plain
Live a pretty life
Die a Neutral Death


We are corrupt
And Numbering
People are vain
And suffering
We tie ourselves
To many things
We hurt ourselves
for diamond rings
Lay in bed
Open your eyes
Think about
The game of life
Less is more
And more is loud
Primal instincts
Will take new ground


Live a pretty life
Die a Neutral Death
Live a pretty life
Die a Neutral Death
Live a pretty life
Die a Neutral Death
Every-days the same
People are so plain
Live a pretty life
Die a Neutral Death
Track Name: Stars
Touch me, just touch me
I feel you deep inside
take me just take me
let's go enjoy the ride
once in a lifetime
hatred will cease to be
I'm faded, and lonely
no one to comfort me.

Die a million more times.
Dream of you right by my side.
See you in the stars tonight.
See you in the stars tonight.
Tell me one more little lie.
These are things you can't deny.
See you in the stars tonight.
Dream of you right by my side.

Take me, just take me
under your rightful wing
Panic, I panicked
cause you're too good for me
Once in a lifetime
hatred will cease to be
I'm faded and lonely
no one to comfort me.
Track Name: Worry
Beads of sweat like a necklace
You can't take off, you can't take off.
Veins feel tight like a bracelet
you can't shake off, you can't shake off.
Nerves wound tighter then a drum
The panic machine will hiss and hum
No way to escape Life's conundrum
You got problems, I got problems

I dream of a life
Without the strife
And you don't have too worry
You'll have a home
You'll be healthy
I won't have too worry
She's not on the streets no more
Your battered heart won't be so sore
We don't have too worry.

Tragedy,
Within me,
Stress has become, my friend.
Wear a cross over your neck
Your ego's bruised, what's left to protect
You got problems
I got problems
We don't have too worry

I dream of a life
Without the strife
And you don't have too worry
You'll have a home
You'll be healthy
I won't have too worry
She's not on the streets no more
Your battered heart won't be so sore
We don't have too worry.

You worked for a life
Where I'm alright
and I don't have too worry
You'll have a home
You'll be healthy
We won't have too worry
She might still be a bit insane
But I've overcome
Those nasty pains
We won't have too
We won't have too
We won't have too worry.
Track Name: Emotions
Like me
Like me
Take the drink and spike me
wanna take me home?
okay okay
see me see me
don't you wanna feel me
wanna get with me?
olay olay
if you really need me
please believe me
I won't be there for you
oh no
I'm just here to do my thing
get a check
then bounce
don't need no ring

Wherever we go
one way private show
be your runway now
take you under now
put your hands on me
lend your wrath to me
give control to me
emotions run free

Now you wanna come and chat me up
as I take me a sip from my little red cup
then you wanna go and snatch me up
say just like LP it can't be tough
no I'm not gonna scratch your one itch
I'm the bad one
Audrey Horne's witch
I'll steal up your stack
head to One Eyed Jack's
Laura could use some company
yeah
and the mens really like this
yellow hankie
they know I'm about this
flag your left side
if you a top bitch
and throw your coins up if you a broke bitch
you'll never take my identity
born and bred of tragedy
I reside in my infamy
emotionless entirely


(Chorus)

give yourself to me
you know there's no love between us right?
we're all pawns in a game of chess just like Laura and Bobby
the greatest romances of our generation were all facades
just emotions running haywire
there was no real passion or commitment to anything

Lend your wealth to me
give your self to me
open up to me
emotions run free
appearances go
I deceive you so
lend yourself to me
emotions run free
let the Devils hands
be my own command
give your love to me
emotions run free
let your walls break down
never see me round
give your heart to me
emotions run free

Like me like me
take the drink and spike me
wanna bring me home
okay okay
see me see me
now you wanna feel me?
wanna get with me
no way no way!
Track Name: Sado
Tell me,
Your fantasy
I'll respect
Every boundary
Moons awake now,
And arms wide open
You can't repair
All the trust that's broken
You've transitioned
Are oh so lovely
Won't you please just listen to me.

Feel it hit your skin
Now you come alive
I'll dominate,
Your every cell
On this land you walk
Don't be fetishized
Reborn from,
Your lust withheld
Feel it hit your skin
Now you come alive
I'll dominate,
Your every cell
On this land you walk
Don't be stigmatized
Won't you please just
Listen to me.

Dear boy; I'm at the place.
I'll adorn, mask on your face.

This encounter is oh so numbing
I know you feel that life is becoming
You are so broken,
I am too so
won't you please 'low me
To heal thee.

(Chorus)

This tragedy
Is so eternal
I know you feel it
it burns inferno
And I will comfort
All your weakness
As long as you say,
Listen to me.
Track Name: BLVCKLODGE
I looked at you
you looked at me
I knew you wanted to buy me a drink
I said no
leave me be
there's no love left within me

Meet me at the Blacklodge
Blacklodge darling
Meet at the Blacklodge
Meet me in your nightmares
nightmares calling
meet me at the Blacklodge

I want to be
all alone
let me rot here
let me let me rot here
we're born solo
we'll die the same
this is my life these are my pains

(Chorus)

The night time is my time
the night time is my time
the night time is my time
the night time is my time

Dig in my ribs
find me my heart
throw it to the dogs
and let them tear it apart
they save love can conquer
I say it's murder
I will die empty as will you
yes you can join me
you can you can join me
it's cause I like you.
I like you enough,
to tell you it's rough,
I am not a man that your heart can trust.
Track Name: Confidence
A bars back room
I'm in the mood
Lust consumed
Seal your doom
You walk up to me
Whisper in my ear
What's your name young one?
What are you doing here?
You look good enough
so I'll take you home
as I smile,
He don't know my name.


I feel good tonight
I look great alright.

Confidence, Confidence is key,

It's come last call
I've seen them all
A tower rise
But you will fall.
Now we're in the cab
On our way back home
Got me in the bed
Drunk and danger prone
He'll try to fight me
So I'll strike him back
As I smile,
He don't know my name.

I feel good tonight
I look great alright.
Track Name: Rebirth
Cold night looms
The trigger booms
You're on the wall
Dead in your room
Bred of tragedy
Life is a pity
You'll be born again
You'll be born again
Bred of tragedy
Life is a pity
You'll be whole again
You'll be whole again

Suicide is no joke
But I will miss you
Till the end of the line
Now you're gone
But you won't cease to haunt me
Till the end of all time
Sorry

My father cried
I can't deny
You changed my life
Never forgotten
Never forgotten
Bred of tragedy
Life is a pity
You'll be born again
You'll be born again
Bred of tragedy
Life is a pity
You'll be whole again
You'll be whole again

Suicide is no joke
But I will miss you
Till the end of the line
Now you're gone
But you won't cease to haunt me
Till the end of all time
Sorry
Track Name: Leather
I'll beat you up if you consent
if you've done crime you can repent
we have a safe space this eve
he tastes me
straight from the tap
he likes it
thats the rap
Neutral is the safety word believe

Tie me up and gag me down
it's in the air it's all around
I've never felt as strong as I do now
gear tight radar on
dogs about to get the bone
god there's something sexy in the air
tie him up
and gag him down
it's in the air
it's all around
I've never felt as strong as I do now
gear tight
radar on
dogs about to get the bone
I always feel so sexy in leather

Something has controlled me
my inhibitions drove me
I'm letting my colors show tonight
hard phreaks anthem
got your attention
let it roll
oh let it roll tonight
Eagle, Powerhouse
play the game cat and mouse
show me what you got dear boy
put your favorite harness on me
by the light is so scary
the hard phreaks are taking over tonight
Track Name: Control
Collar tight
On all four's
You like direction
Take my orders
It's healing
to free yourself
It's healthy
To be someone else

All I want is control
I just want to be stable
I don't wanna die alone
All I want is control
All you need
Is console
Another human hand to hold
Do as I say as
As your told
All you want
Is Control.

You're in charge
I'm vulnerable
Give me structure
New disciple
It's therapy
to move forward
I don't care
that you're concerned

All I want is control
I just want to be stable
I don't wanna die alone
All I want is control
All you need
Is console
Another human hand to hold
Do as I say as
As your told
All you want
Is Control.